IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST BENEFICENT AND MERCIFUL ッ. I dont know how to start it. i'm in dilemma. i don,t what must i do. i'm very sad for what's happening to me. sometimes, i fee that i dont need to exist in the world. what should i do ? i'm feeling blue after getting a poor results in mid year terms. this is not real me ! argh ! where's my true self.?! am i do something stupid? please i need somebody to help me. there's more thing i need to improve. i dont blame it to anyone else but i put the blame on me. i can do the best if i work hard. i want to be an apple of my family eye's. but how ? SHIT !!!! i can't breath anymore. i too live int the fantasy world. YA ALLAH. GIVE ME A STRENGTH ! i want a better future life. i feel that i would like to do some work to improve it. in fact, i already have a time table since the new year but it's so hard for me to follow the routine.

this happen to me:
when i get home













five minute laters,



this is me. i too much lazy than you. i cant stop it !

that's old me ,i need to change myself. no one in the world could help me to get a better future life. everything is in my hand. you wanna know what i had found. i wanna shared with you.
tip for effective study :

1. DON'T WASTE A TIME EVEN A MINUTE !
2. BRING A BOOK TO WHEREVER WE GO.
3. USE THE EARLY MORNING.
4. MAKE A BRIEF NOTE.
5. FOLLOW THE SCHEDULE.
6. TRY THE PAST YEAR QUESTION.
7. ALWAYS ASKING IF DON'T UNDERSTAND.
8. GIVE THE CONVERGENCE IN A WEAK SUBJECT.
9. AVOID EMOTIONAL DISTURBANCE.
10. A MODEL OF THE HOUSE

Furthermore, LEARN AT YOUR OWN PACE. do not compare yourself with strong student in the examination performances. you need to pace yourself and make sure you follow the rhythm. if you're a forgetful, make sure you organize your study schedule. if you need additional guidance , get tuition.
The most importantly, BEWARE OF FRIENDS WHO WOULD NOT AGREE WITH YOU. if you want to learn but your friend don't like to learn. they try to influence you with a thousand of the types of activities that just throwing yourself. dare to say 'NO' and pushed them gently. if you follow their rhythm , you will hurt your own future. so !














STUDYING IS AN ART , IF YOU KNOW TO MASTER THE ART , YOU CAN BE SUCCESSFUL EVEN WHEN YOU HAVE SOME LACK OF SELF.

a person who never made a mistake never tried anything new -albert einstein-

anyway, i had a tons of haters. dont worry about those who talk behind your back , they're behind for a reasons. ヅ










from now on, i will not be complacent with that nonsense around me. i will continue fight for my future. so, after this my life would be changed up until the SPM examination end. most likely, my life would be as in the prison.








in a nutshell , i'm gonna said by.bye to everyone. hahahaha.